“Egotistical”

When I read that post today

it reminded me that

I had read the same thing

earlier in the year

 

I was embarrassed then

as to what I was reading

but tried to think kind thoughts

 

now reading the same

post again

I have to say outloud

albeit to myself

Egotistical

 

I am not embarrassed now

I just find it ridiculous

that someone could

have such an ego as that

 

Maybe its me

I tend to retreat

shall we say

yes I do write about my past

it is the truth

hard to believe

 

Even I at times

when I think back

“how can that have happened”

but it did, it was now

looking at my childhood and adult life

up until “Freedom” about 10 years ago

a nightmare, I somehow survived

and if I have any major faults

the first has to be

I can’t lie

you only have to look into my eyes

they will tell you the truth

 

I get embarrassed

when I receive nice comments

I am grateful, but quietly say

“the compliments are for me?”

 

Takes me back

why I cannot understand

some people

who believe they are

so important

Egotists

Sad really, or not

in this particular case

I refer to

 

 

 

 

 

 

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